Tuesday, October 20, 2009

long time no see

hey...its been a while.
nothing new has happened except that my heart was broken by my best friend. yes...its true. caleb and i are no longer dating. he kinda broke up with me a day after he got home from jacob lake. truth be told i never saw it coming. but we are still friend. im not sure about the 'best' part but what can you expect. there is still tension but im trying. i get sick whenever i think about, talk or see caleb. i hate it. its not fun. i want it to be how it was before but that will never happen, he's changed so much. i dont really know who he is anymore. sometimes the real caleb will emerge and its great but most of the time i find myself getting hurt and defensive when i talk to him. i dont know what to do...sad life...but its going to get better.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

i believe in Christ, so come what may

well talk about a great easter! today was so spiritually amazing! i was basically bawling in sacrament meeting. the spirit was so strong. then Heavenly Father so obviously answered two of the question that i had for Him. which is good because i dont catch on so easily:) and i have decided on my life quote. it comes from the hymn I Believe In Christ. its in the last verse and when i sang it i just couldnt hold back the tears. my life quote is now and forever...i believe in Christ, so come what may.

Monday, April 6, 2009

sorry its been a while since i blogged last, my bad shortie. my life is ok. its not great because i'm not in college and i'm not married and pregnant but whatever. i am currently trying to get into byu idaho. and i have officially changed my career choice, i want to work with children so i am going to go into social work. i want to work with the lds adoption agency. crazy! i know but get over it. i just hope it all works out. im kinda freaking out because this is big. and its going to be really hard and really expensive. but i can do anything with the Lord's help, and believe me, he's helping. anyways, that just about covers it for now.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

okay so i've lived with katie i think for about six months now...and look at what a great influence i have been on her kids

i love babies!!! i want one!!! Riley is the cutest baby ever!!! she just snuggled right up to me. she is tiny. everything about her is tiny, her toes, fingers and cute little nose. i cant wait to have babies!!!

Sunday, March 29, 2009

cutest song ever!!!

Monday, March 23, 2009

draper temple Pictures, Images and Photos
so yesterday i want to the Draper Utah temple dedication. it was so amazing. i felt the spirit so strongly even though i was in my stake center watching it by a satalite. i was crying so hard by the end of it that i couldn't even sing The Spirit of God. it was such an amazing expirience. i have decided that i would like to do my first baptism for the dead at that temple. when i saw the font, i knew that that was where i wanted my first expirience to be. i am really excited!

Friday, March 20, 2009

omgosh!!! we have the cutest kids in our family! i cant even beleive how well my brothers and sisters are doing reproducing amazingly cute kids! we must have really good genes in our fam :) but just wait till i have kids. they're going to be the dang cutest kids on the freaking planet!

Monday, March 16, 2009

well listen, i'm really not that emo! i actually am happy most of the time, except when people tick me off. but i am a girl so i am a little emotional...get over it.

Friday, March 13, 2009

so you know in the movie Music & Lyrics, she says you can tell when someone truly loves you when they do something out of the ordinary for you. when they do something you would never imagine they would ever do...well i want that. dont tell me you love me if your not going to do anything to prove it. its just a waste of my time and my feelings.

Monday, March 9, 2009


Friday, March 6, 2009

oh my gosh! i cant stand being the only one who ever wants to hang out! i feel like i'm in a one sided relationship with my friends. is it too much to ask that you actually hold through with comitments and actually try to hang out. i get to see you like once a freaking week! i go completely out of my way to hang out with you, can you at least do the same once in a while?! i just dont get it. i pissed right now, and i'm sorry if it offends you but guess what...i'm offended. i feel like you only want to hang out with me when its convienient. what the crap! are we best friends or not? you wanna hang out? then call me and come get me, because i'm done.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

i have decided that every month i am choosing something to work on to better my life. this month's goal is to walk everyday. not on the treadmill but outside so i can get some fresh air and some sun. i dont know what it is about exercise and just taking care of yourself that makes you feel so good and happy. i'm only four days into it and i feel great! i find it easier to be happier and i just feel energized. plus i'm not sitting watching tv and its so helping my back. i know i'm so up and down with my emotions but...welcome to kim's world :)

Monday, March 2, 2009

whats up with my life? i just cant seem to get it right. i want to be happy and i'm trying but i am really mad at this situation i'm in. its like being on your period and having a plate of chocolate placed before you. you cant touch it or eat it, you can only look at it and tell it how much you like it. what the it that bad to eat a little bit? as long as you dont eat it all? sorry about the whole "period" thing...but its just how it is...

Saturday, February 28, 2009

I AM...Photobucket

Friday, February 27, 2009

dont you hate it when you want something really bad and when you finally open your eyes and find it, its in someone that has always been there for you, but now because you've been stupid and blind, you cant have it anymore cuz its too late...welcome to kim's world!

Thursday, February 26, 2009

10 things i'm grateful for

ok so i know i get a little pessimistic sometimes, and i'm sorry so here are the top then things i am grateful for...i dedicate this post to Caleb :) mommy and daddy. they are amazing parents and even thought they separately raised me, i think i turned out all right. i mean i've never done drugs or tasted alcohol, i dont have a criminal record and i am still a V.L.(virgin lips) thanks guys. brothers and sisters. (steps included) LOVE THEM!!!

3 best friend Andrea. she is the bestest friend ever! we've only been friends for a year but it feels like i've known her forever. she totally gets me and NEVER judges me! whenever i have a funny story to tell, she's one of the first people i TRY to call (she never answers her phone) :)

4 best friend Jordan. he's seen me at my worst and yet he still hangs out with me. i honestly have to try hard to stay in a bad mood when i'm around jordan. he just makes me laugh all the time! he's so freaking funny and sometimes he can be sweet...sometimes he's just like any other boy and kinda says the wrong thing at the completely wrong time, but he always finds a way to get me to forgive him.

5,6 best friend Caleb. he's basically what every girl needs in a best friend. he's sweet, funny, and can beat up anyone who pisses(whoops sorry...ticks) me off and for a bonus...i think he's kinda cute :) (dont judge me for saying that!) my life would TOTALLY suck without him :) get him and jordan together and there is no way i could stay sad, mad, pissy, or anything else besides freaking happy and hyper! car max. he's such a good car. sure he doesnt have cup holders and sometimes the cd player chooses not to work, but max works just fine. and i'm so grateful i have a car. i'm really lucky to have max.